Pov's Bella

—Jamie,olha isso!-exclamei assustada-São muitas curtidas e comentários!E olha essas visualizações!

—As pessoas gostaram da sua voz-comentou sorridente-Ah,a Dreams ligou.

O encarei.

—O que eles queriam?-questionei.

—A diretoria quer que você grave mais três clipes-declarou.

Arregalei os olhos chocada.Três!?!

(...)

Três meses depois...

Nesses três meses,eu gravei três clipes novos e assim como o primeiro,fizeram bastante sucesso.Se chamavam What About Me,Love Story e Home.

E agora eu estava nos bastidores de um palco em Nova Iorque,preparada para o meu primeiro show.

Respirei fundo,sentindo minhas mãos suarem enquanto eu segurava o microfone.

—Você vai se sair bem-afirmou mamãe tentando me acalmar-Ensaiou durante um mês inteiro.

—Mesmo assim,meu coração tá quase saindo pela boca-alertei com a voz trêmula.

—Bella-chamou papai me fazendo encará-lo-Quero que saiba que eu e sua mãe,temos orgulho de você.Muito mesmo.

Sorri emocionada.

—Obrigada pai-agradeci.

—Agora,com vocês:Bellaaaa Frostttt!!!

Saí correndo pra fora,mas quase voltei quando vi MUITA GENTE.Meu Deus!!!

Levei o microfone à boca.

—Boa noite Nova Iorque!!!-esbravejei.

O público gritou em resposta.Eles estavam bem animados.

—Preparados para muita música?-sorri colocando o microfone no apoio e recebendo mais gritos-Então vamos lá!

Luís,que estava sentado em frente ao um piano no palco,começou a tocar.

Respirei fundo.

A faire pâlir tous les Marquis de Sade
A faire rougir les putains de la rade
A faire crier grâce à tous les échos
A faire trembler les murs de Jéricho
Je vais t'aimer

A faire flamber des enfers dans tes yeux
A faire jurer tous les tonnerres de Dieu
A faire dresser tes seins et tous les Saints
A faire prier et supplier nos mains
Je vais t'aimer

Je vais t'aimer
comme on ne t'a jamais aimée
Je vais t'aimer
Plus loin que tes rêves ont imaginé
Je vais t'aimer. Je vais t'aimer

Je vais t'aimer
Comme personne n'a osé t'aimer
Je vais t'aimer
Comme j'aurai tellement aimé être aimé
Je vais t'aimer. Je vais t'aimer

A faire vieillir, à faire blanchir la nuit
A faire brûler la lumière jusqu'au jour
A la passion et jusqu'à la folie
Je vais t'aimer, je vais t'aimer d'amour

A faire cerner à faire fermer nos yeux
A faire souffrir à faire mourir nos corps
A faire voler nos âmes aux septièmes cieux
A se croire morts et faire l'amour encore
Je vais t'aimer

Je vais t'aimer
comme on ne t'a jamais aimée
Je vais t'aimer
Plus loin que tes rêves ont imaginé
Je vais t'aimer. Je vais t'aimer

Je vais t'aimer
Comme personne n'a osé t'aimer
Je vais t'aimer
Comme j'aurai tellement aimé être aimé
Je vais t'aimer. Je vais t'aimer

Tive vontade chorar quando lembrei da situação que eu e Robert falamos em francês para enganar meu pai.

Sorri quando todos aplaudiram e gritaram.A próxima melodia começou a tocar logo em seguida.

There I was again tonight
Forcing laughter, faking smiles
Same old tired, lonely place
Walls of insincerity
Shifting eyes and vacancy
Vanished when I saw your face

All I can say is it was enchanting to meet you

Your eyes whispered: Have we met?
Across the room your silhouette
Starts to make its way to me
The playful conversation starts
Counter all your quick remarks
Like passing notes in secrecy

And it was enchanting to meet you
All I can say is I was enchanted to meet you

This night is sparkling, don't you let it go
I'm wonderstruck, blushing all the way home
I'll spend forever wondering if you knew
I was enchanted to meet you

The lingering question kept me up
2 a.m., who do you love?
I wonder 'till I'm wide awake
And now I'm pacing back and forth
Wishing you were at my door
I'd open up and you would say

Hey, it was enchanting to meet you
All I know is I was enchanted to meet you

This night is sparkling, don't you let it go
I'm wonderstruck, blushing all the way home
I'll spend forever wondering if you knew

This night is flawless, don't you let it go
I'm wonderstruck, dancing around all alone
I'll spend forever wondering if you knew
I was enchanted to meet you

This is me praying that
This was the very first page
Not where the storyline ends
My thoughts will echo your name
Until I see you again
These are the words I held back
As I was leaving too soon
I was enchanted to meet you

Please, don't be in love with someone else
Please, don't have somebody waiting on you
Please, don't be in love with someone else
Please, don't have somebody waiting on you

This night is sparkling, don't you let it go
I'm wonderstruck, blushing all the way home
I'll spend forever wondering if you knew

This night is flawless, don't you let it go
I'm wonderstruck, dancing around all alone
I'll spend forever wondering if you knew
I was enchanted to meet you

Please, don't be in love with someone else
Please, don't have somebody waiting on you

Uma mulher que eu nunca vi me trouxe água e eu agradeci com um aceno de cabeça.Logo me preparei para a próxima música.

All this time I was wasting
Hoping you would come around
I've been giving out chances every time
And all you do is let me down
And it's taken me this long, baby
But I figured you out
And you're thinking we'll be fine again
But not this time around

You don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don't want to hurt anymore
And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you, baby
Like I did before
You're not sorry, no, no, no, no

You're looking so innocent
I might believe you if I didn't know
Could've loved you all my life
If you hadn't left me waiting in the cold
And you got your share of secrets
And I'm tired of being last to know
And now you're asking me to listen
'Cause it's worked each time before

But you don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don't want to hurt anymore
And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you, baby
Like I did before
You're not sorry, no, no
You're not sorry, no, no

You had me crawling for you, honey
And it never would've gone away, no
You used to shine so bright
But I watched all of it fade

So you don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
There's nothing left to beg for
And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you, baby
Like I did, before
You're not sorry, no, no
You're not sorry, no, no

—WOW!-gritei animada.

A última música da noite começou a tocar.Tirei o microfone do apoio,me movimentando.

Putting my defenses up
'Cause I don't wanna fall in love
If I ever did that
I think I'd have a heart attack

Never put my love out on the line
Never said yes to the right guy
Never had trouble getting what I want
But when it comes to you, I'm never good enough
When I don't care
I can play 'em like a Ken doll
Won't wash my hair
Then make 'em bounce like a basketball

But you make me wanna act like a girl
Paint my nails and wear high heels
Yes, you make me so nervous
That I just can't hold your hand

You make me glow
But I cover up, won't let it show
So I'm putting my defenses up
'Cause I don't wanna fall in love
If I ever did that
I think I'd have a heart attack
I think I'd have a heart attack
I think I'd have a heart attack

Never break a sweat for the other guys
When ya come around, I get paralyzed
And every time I try to be myself
It comes out wrong, like a cry for help
It's just not fair
Pain's more trouble than love is worth
I gasp for air
It feels so good, but you know it hurts

But you make me wanna act like a girl
Paint my nails and wear perfume
For you, make me so nervous
That I just can't hold your hand

You make me glow
But I cover up, won't let it show
So I'm putting my defenses up
'Cause I don't wanna fall in love
If I ever did that
I think I'd have a heart attack
I think I'd have a heart attack
I think I'd have a heart attack

The feelings got lost in my lungs
They're burning, I'd rather be numb
And there's no one else to blame
So scared I take off and I run
I'm flying too close to the sun
And I burst into flames (flames, flames)

You make me glow
But I cover up, won't let it show
So I'm putting my defenses up
'Cause I don't wanna fall in love
If I ever did that
I think I'd have a heart attack
I think I'd have a heart attack (heart attack)
I think I'd have a heart attack
I think I'd have a heart attack
I think I'd have a heart attack